desensitized by the grinch

I just now realized how cold it made me to share a room with my older sister. Living in fear of making her mad everyday, has made me mean (to say the least) to my new roomate. Its confuzing to have someone who wants a relationship with you, where before, I was the one forcing the relationship onto my sister. Its going to take a lot to learn how to act normally again, instead of having a safegaurd up all the time. I must say, she is very forgiving, though.